Wednesday Without Me

Finally. It's Wednesday.

I will be coming back today.
Do you know what time? Please refer previous blog for more information.

I wonder if you send me sms, my phone can receive or not leh?
Or it will be kept under Maxis server then when I reach Malaysia, I will get it all at once?
Wonder what will I see? 100 sms from Soh Poh?? - have to buy new phone fast.

I think the most wanted thing that I'm going to do when I step down from airport is to call you and listen to my soh poh voice. But the best will be once I step down from the plane first call that come in is "Soh Poh calling"

One 2002, Bali was bomb by terrorist and killed 20 people.
On 2005, Bali was bomb by terrorist and killed over 200 people.

A thinking keep on lingering on my head.
What if, there's anything happen to me and I can't make it back to my soh poh?
What if this is the last blog that I'm ever going to write for her? Choi! Touch Wood! I will come back and continue to love my soh poh until I am 100 years old.

But Soh Poh, I just want you to know that I will always always love you. You are the best thing that ever happen in my entire life. There's nothing more valuable than you to me. You are my greatest achievement.

I love you.

Soh Lou.

Tuesday Without Me

Soh Lou Tuesday Blog

How good if you're here with me now.
I'm sure I will be pretty lonely there without you. Every night before I go to sleep I will miss the sweet voice of yours.

I will miss your voice of waking me up every morning.
I will miss your call asking me to go breakfast.
I will miss your call asking me to go lunch.
I will miss "mushi mushi"

How's work yesterday? Is your mood ok?
I not going to let go anybody who make you unhappy. They will get it from me when I come back this Thursday!

Today is the 4th day without you around 50KM radius and 2nd day without me in the office.
You asked me to have fun and forgets about everything but how can that be done? How to forget you when you're part of me?

My heart is part of me. So how can I forget my heart?
My heart is part of me. You are part of me. So ..
Heart = You = Part of me.

I'm sure I'm now walking under the hot sun and had become dark and toned :P
Another one day and I can see you already.
My body is having fun in Bali but my mind is at your heart.

I will take a lot of photos and show you so that you can go through all that I went through together with me.

So have you decide weather to buy a watch or bag already?
The due dates is near.

That's all for today Soh Poh!

From
Bali Soh Lou with muaks (keep for tonight one ah)

Monday Without Me

Good Morning Soh Poh!
Suprised to see me writing blog when I'm suppose to be still in Bali?
No ok! I did not bring my laptop there!

There's a new feature in this blog that can type all the blog ready and post it automatically on the day you selected. So this blog is for Monday.

Today will be the 3rd day I'm not around 50KM radius from you and 1st day I'm not in office with you. The last two days was so so suffer because I will be missing you. I know it. I will.
I won't be around joining you for breakfast today.
You won't have to wake me up today.

At this time I guess I might still be sleeping like a PIG! or maybe I'm already wake up and walking around the town or doing spa ...
I'm staying at The Oasis Hotel. This hotel is near the airport.
The first two days we stayed at Puri Saron Hotel - Somewhere in the middle of the town.

There's another 2 days before I'm back to your 50KM radius.
The enjoyment is a little less without you here and I know you will say -

"Ah neh kuan la?"
Yes! Memang Ah neh kuan ok.

This week should be your pre-pms week.
I'm not around you to let you scold but it's OK!.
When I'm back, you can scold me triple more times! I promise.
Or if you can't wait, you can always dial to your SQE rambo and scold him. He should be able to 'tahan' until I come back - I know you're smiling right now.

I should be visiting temples and beach today and each and everything that I visit, you are with me in my mind. I am bringing you together with me in this trip in my mind.

So don't forget, I'm thinking of you every second, every day of my life.

Love,
Soh Lou from Bali.
Muaks - Saturday Night Kiss
Muaks - Sunday Night Kiss
Muaks - Tonight's Kiss

Her Happiness My Happiness

I'll be going to Bali tomorrow morning.
Here're another reference to my flights details if case my Soh Poh forgets:-

26th July 2008
1225 - Depart from Penang to Kuala Lumpur
Reach - 1315 @ Kuala Lumpur

1645 - Depart from Kuala Lumpur to Bali
Reach - 1945 @ Bali

30th July 2008
0750 - Depart from Bali to Kuala Lumpur
Reach - 1050 @ Kuala Lumpur

1340 - Depart from Kuala Lumpur to Penang
Reach - 1430 @ Penang

I know I'll definitely miss her when she's not within my 50KM radius. Not sure if I can send her sms while I'm in Bali. I will be far and connectionless with her during these coming 5 days.

Today was all out from my plan. I want to wake up early this morning so that she'd be in time to come to my place to collect her breakfast. So I must be earlier than her. I set my alarm clock to 6.50am this morning and I woke @ 7.00am. Having done everything and it's almost 7.29am. She called and I told her I'm going to be earlier than her today.

She hung up and I quickly take my stuff and prepare to go out.
Suddenly I got a call from my cub mate PY asking me if I can go and fetch her to work today because yesterday she left her bike @ office and she was planning to follow CV to work today. Unfortunately CV told her this morning that today she had to go as early as 6am due to some issue in the office. She had no choice but to ask for my help because I'm going a little late.

I thought I could make it before 7.45am but unfortunately failed. There's huge traffic jam along sg dua road which caused my delay. I tried to drive as fast as I could but only managed to reached @ 8.00am. I did not told her about this.

I'm too late.

I really don't know this is the start of my nighmare today.
I wanted her to have the donut that I bought for her. I proposed to come out and pass the donut to her when she come down. All I have in my mind was only "She wants to eat the donut, so I must pass her the donut" Never thought i made a careless mistake again.

This was the first nightmare of the day.

Day goes on. Never to know there's more nightmare coming towards me.
Another kepo.com colleague suddenly blames me on something that I didn't do. Without any investigation, she kept accusing me that it is my fault.
I was angry but only lasted 5 minutes. Nothing left but something that I wanted to tell my soh poh about. Not to complain or to argue but merely just want to tell her what had happen today at my working place.
This wasn't a nightmare actually, it was just a dust that I could easily wipe off because it doesn't involve my soh poh.

Day ending, my "good" colleague PY, asking me something that I do not know or shall I say I was already packed and no computer to have a reference. Straight away she called and ask for my boss's help which indirectly caused him to misunderstand that I do not know anything. Well this is nothing actually and was not planning to tell anyone including my soh poh but never to know the next incident triggers me to tell everything out.

I bought a box of biscuit and put it in my soh poh's tray.
Because of this I made her unhappy which indirectly cause me to be unhappy as well.
I told her about the kepo.com stuff.
I told her about the PY stuff.

Again, I'm not trying to complain or argue but just merely want to share with her what I went through today.

I have no mood now because my soh poh has no mood.
Everything that happens today @ work is NOTHING and I could overcome it in seconds.
But if my soh poh is unhappy about me then it is BIG ISSUE to me. This is the toughest obstacle of all. I will only have mood and happy back if she have mood and happy back.

Sorry Soh Poh!
I know I didn't think before act.
I will think next time but I need you to know that everytime when I think, I think of you first.
I scared you do not have donut to eat.
I want you to eat the donut that I bought for you.
I scared that you want to eat the biscuit.
I want you to eat the biscuit that I bought for you.

You will only get to read this on monday.
I will be in Bali already by that time.
Not sure if I can receive your sms or not? or I can send it out or not?
But always remember that I'm thinking of you every second.

Muaks~
Forever Soh Lou.

A Day Half Without SMS

Ever felt so frustrated when you can't send or receive sms? Especially when you're always waiting sms from your loved ones?

Yeap, I've been experiencing this situation since yesterday morning. It is so irritated when I can't send any sms to her. She sent a MMS and told me that her finger was injured when she washed her smock, her finger was red and bleeding. When I saw the picture, my heart felt "pain". I pressed "reply" and wanted to ask her if she's alright? I knew she was expecting my reply at that time but I just couldn't send the messages out. My stupid N70 just kept popping the error message showing:-

"Text message:
Not enough memory to perform operation. Delete some data first."

Ahh, why this happen when the situation is so urgent? She's waiting for my reply. Was so frustrated that time. Keep on delete some of my friend's sms but still couldn't work either. I tried restarting my phone a few times hoping that my N70 could just return back to normal but it failed. I guess the phone was in the PMS period. I called her but there was no reply but luckily she called back. I managed to tell her the situation. Her finger was ok bu I'm still pain. Anything, any small thing even if she's bitten by a small small ant, I would felt the pain as well. She's very very precious to me.

She is my princess.

My N70 just couldn't recover the whole day until today. Keep on asking me to delete some data because the memory is full. I only have her sms in my phone and I will not delete even one of it. Every sms from her is important to me. I would rather buy a new phone to accommodate all the sms from her rather than delete all the sms so that my phone could be use back.

While browsing through all the sms, I noticed she already sent me "One Thousand Seven Hundred and Sixty Five" 1765 messages. I told her yesterday that it is 2000 messages, yeah, it's going to reach there soon. My phone has already overloaded and will be over over loaded again soon. I'm searching for a new phone that has a bigger memory to store all her sms. I am hoping that I could find a phone that can store more than 100,000,000 of her sms.

I managed to fix or I could say I delete some of my ringtones that was stored in the phone memory. That could give me another 8MB that could keep the N70 going.
Not getting her sms or can't sms her is something very suffering. Something that I'm not used to. Luckily she called once a while in a day.

I would choose her sms over my RM 1500 phone
I would choose her happiness over my happiness.
I choose her to be my princess, my love, my soh poh, my everything.

A Gift of Heart

She asked me this morning..

"How come your blog no updates one?"
"Is it already expired?"

I ter-smile out.

Actually I was waiting for her to ask me as well.
I was wondering why she didn't ask me after quite some time the blog is not updated.
But today I knew that she check on it every week.
That's what made me smile out.

Yesterday, I bought her the watch that she wanted so long.
I finally purchased it. Her voucher restrain has no use anymore after I manage to convince the other shop to offer me the same price the voucher is offering.

I was thinking of a thousand ways on how to give her the present.

Plan A - If I can wake early
- Wake up @ 5AM in the morning and go to work and place the watch on her table?
- Wake up@ 5AM in the morning and go to work and hide the watch somewhere in her cubicle and place a map for her to find it out herself?
- Draw a map and stuff it inside the donut and let her find out herself after finish eating the donut?

If Plan A Fails
- Purposely tell her don't want to go lunch, then put the watch on her table?
- Put it in a big box plus donuts and roti boy and bring it up to her?
- Pass the donut and rotiboy first or watch first?

Well, at the end, all plans failed.
I slept till 7.41AM and even though I didn't go lunch with her, I had a meeting from 12AM to 1.30PM. -_-"
But I still manage to give her the present, putting it into a folder and bring it up to her.

Her expression was priceless when she found out that I bought the watch for her. Her face was indescribable. 10 expression mixed together at once.
She indirectly making my face the same as hers too - mixed expression.

Everything went smooth, and I was glad.
She's happy with the watch and so am I.













This is not just something that a BF bought a watch for her GF because his GF likes it.
This is not just something that the BF uses his money to buy something for her GF.

This is about a Soh Lou showing how much he loves his Soh Poh.
This is about a Soh Lou wants to buy something that his Soh Poh likes it so much.
This is about a Soh Lou wants his Soh Poh to be reminded of her Soh Lou everytime she looks at this watch. Each ticking represents "I Love Soh Poh"

It is when you're happy that manage to unlock my true smile.

Presenting the co-star