Friday, July 25, 2008

Her Happiness My Happiness

I'll be going to Bali tomorrow morning.
Here're another reference to my flights details if case my Soh Poh forgets:-

26th July 2008
1225 - Depart from Penang to Kuala Lumpur
Reach - 1315 @ Kuala Lumpur

1645 - Depart from Kuala Lumpur to Bali
Reach - 1945 @ Bali

30th July 2008
0750 - Depart from Bali to Kuala Lumpur
Reach - 1050 @ Kuala Lumpur

1340 - Depart from Kuala Lumpur to Penang
Reach - 1430 @ Penang

I know I'll definitely miss her when she's not within my 50KM radius. Not sure if I can send her sms while I'm in Bali. I will be far and connectionless with her during these coming 5 days.

Today was all out from my plan. I want to wake up early this morning so that she'd be in time to come to my place to collect her breakfast. So I must be earlier than her. I set my alarm clock to 6.50am this morning and I woke @ 7.00am. Having done everything and it's almost 7.29am. She called and I told her I'm going to be earlier than her today.

She hung up and I quickly take my stuff and prepare to go out.
Suddenly I got a call from my cub mate PY asking me if I can go and fetch her to work today because yesterday she left her bike @ office and she was planning to follow CV to work today. Unfortunately CV told her this morning that today she had to go as early as 6am due to some issue in the office. She had no choice but to ask for my help because I'm going a little late.

I thought I could make it before 7.45am but unfortunately failed. There's huge traffic jam along sg dua road which caused my delay. I tried to drive as fast as I could but only managed to reached @ 8.00am. I did not told her about this.

I'm too late.

I really don't know this is the start of my nighmare today.
I wanted her to have the donut that I bought for her. I proposed to come out and pass the donut to her when she come down. All I have in my mind was only "She wants to eat the donut, so I must pass her the donut" Never thought i made a careless mistake again.

This was the first nightmare of the day.

Day goes on. Never to know there's more nightmare coming towards me.
Another kepo.com colleague suddenly blames me on something that I didn't do. Without any investigation, she kept accusing me that it is my fault.
I was angry but only lasted 5 minutes. Nothing left but something that I wanted to tell my soh poh about. Not to complain or to argue but merely just want to tell her what had happen today at my working place.
This wasn't a nightmare actually, it was just a dust that I could easily wipe off because it doesn't involve my soh poh.

Day ending, my "good" colleague PY, asking me something that I do not know or shall I say I was already packed and no computer to have a reference. Straight away she called and ask for my boss's help which indirectly caused him to misunderstand that I do not know anything. Well this is nothing actually and was not planning to tell anyone including my soh poh but never to know the next incident triggers me to tell everything out.

I bought a box of biscuit and put it in my soh poh's tray.
Because of this I made her unhappy which indirectly cause me to be unhappy as well.
I told her about the kepo.com stuff.
I told her about the PY stuff.

Again, I'm not trying to complain or argue but just merely want to share with her what I went through today.

I have no mood now because my soh poh has no mood.
Everything that happens today @ work is NOTHING and I could overcome it in seconds.
But if my soh poh is unhappy about me then it is BIG ISSUE to me. This is the toughest obstacle of all. I will only have mood and happy back if she have mood and happy back.

Sorry Soh Poh!
I know I didn't think before act.
I will think next time but I need you to know that everytime when I think, I think of you first.
I scared you do not have donut to eat.
I want you to eat the donut that I bought for you.
I scared that you want to eat the biscuit.
I want you to eat the biscuit that I bought for you.

You will only get to read this on monday.
I will be in Bali already by that time.
Not sure if I can receive your sms or not? or I can send it out or not?
But always remember that I'm thinking of you every second.

Muaks~
Forever Soh Lou.

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