I'm Alone

Life was hard today. I felt tension. I felt pressured.
I wished I could tell out everything to her about how I feel today but I do not have the opportunity.

Work was stress and but became even more stress when working with weird attitude people. It is not fun anymore. I'm so tired.

I missed the past.
I missed the moments when she came by and sat beside me looking and chat with me.
I missed the time when we waited for each other to go back together.
I missed the journey to the store or receiving with her.
I missed the way she looked at me.
I missed her care for me.
I missed her looking me in the eyes saying she love me.
I missed her saying she missed me.
I missed her hugs

I'm very down and tension.
I wanted to shout out loud into the air.
My work life and love life has ruin badly.
I do not know the word happy anymore.

I wished I could sleep forever and not to think of all the problems again.
I really wish she could hug me tightly right now. I wanted your care so much.

But I know it's not going to happen again.