Love Fails

Each I think of her, my tears flow.
My heart felt so pain as if it was cut into two by knife.
Millions of questions that I'm unable to answer running all over my head.

I began to questioned love.
I began to lost hope in love because it has proven to me that only love will never succeed.
Each time I trusted love, it betrayed me.
Each time I let love decide my fate, it failed me.
I will never trust it again, never.

As I was typing this, I can feel that my heart is hurting to much. My tears are flowing down my cheek. She will not care about me anymore from now on.
I'm so heart broken. I'm so in pain. I can't hold it any longer. It is so hard, so hard than what I've imagined.

I am so tired.
So exhausted of this life.
I have no where to recharge my energy anymore.
Only emptiness awaits me.
Only loneliness surrounds me.

So tired.