It's the end of these 4 miserable holidays, finally. Most people will be happy with holidays but not me. Last Thursday, everybody was busy and un-patiently waiting for the clock to ticked at 5.00PM. All was excitedly looking forward to the long weekend. Looking forward to the merdeka sales. Looking forward to go holiday with their loved ones. But it's the opposite for me though. I was looking at my watch and it was near 5PM. It doesn't felt excited for me, it doesn't felt happy or joy for me but more to a lonely and sad weekend for me. as I think more and more, I decided to rush up to her, to have a final look at her before the long weekend arrived.
Friday was a bit of a excited day and also a sad day for me but the ending was ok though.
Saturday was rather quite a boring day. I was home the whole day watching drama and doing projects. I don't felt like going out at all, even if I do, I won't feel happy at all because she's not by my side.
Sunday, was home the whole morning, I woke up at around noon. Continued watching drama and completing my projects. I went out to dinner with my family at night at Soon Soon Lai. The dinner was missing something. The dinner was missing her. It was not perfect without her in it for me. It's like my head had been programmed to think of her 24 hours every minutes. She's all I have. After dinner me, mom and fei cai went to queensbay for a last minute shopping. Before I reach there, there was alot of things that I wanted to buy. But when I'm there, it felt different. Maybe it was the surrounding that make me no mood, too many people, she's not here to choose and pick clothes for me, all I can say is, everything seems dull without her.
Got through Sunday and another Monday for me to battle.
I went to giant to buy milk, sunshine to search for exercise equipment and queensbay to cut hair with fei cai. It might look very happening today but each place that I went, I missed her. I really hope she was the one beside me in all these. I will definitely be 200% more happy if fei cai was her today.
It's 9.29PM right now, it's getting near to see you my soh poh.
Muaks.
Friday was a bit of a excited day and also a sad day for me but the ending was ok though.
Saturday was rather quite a boring day. I was home the whole day watching drama and doing projects. I don't felt like going out at all, even if I do, I won't feel happy at all because she's not by my side.
Sunday, was home the whole morning, I woke up at around noon. Continued watching drama and completing my projects. I went out to dinner with my family at night at Soon Soon Lai. The dinner was missing something. The dinner was missing her. It was not perfect without her in it for me. It's like my head had been programmed to think of her 24 hours every minutes. She's all I have. After dinner me, mom and fei cai went to queensbay for a last minute shopping. Before I reach there, there was alot of things that I wanted to buy. But when I'm there, it felt different. Maybe it was the surrounding that make me no mood, too many people, she's not here to choose and pick clothes for me, all I can say is, everything seems dull without her.
Got through Sunday and another Monday for me to battle.
I went to giant to buy milk, sunshine to search for exercise equipment and queensbay to cut hair with fei cai. It might look very happening today but each place that I went, I missed her. I really hope she was the one beside me in all these. I will definitely be 200% more happy if fei cai was her today.
It's 9.29PM right now, it's getting near to see you my soh poh.
Muaks.
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