Punishment Day 2

Things were almost better today.
We met at the same time when we're on the way to breakfast in the office.
She helped me take roti canai.
She joked to me.
She called me a few times, even it's regarding work. I could hear her voice.

But there was one time when she said thank you after talking, my heart felt so squeeze and pain. My eyes were suddenly filled with water.
Imagine the person who you love so much tells you thank you and talked to you as if you were a stranger.

She called me for lunch today. I was happy!
I could see her. I thought I would be eating without her again today.
Everything kind of went smoothly until after lunch.

My feelings were troubled when her best colleague 'teman' her to park car. I know it's nothing but it's just some feelings that everyone would react when seeing love ones with other guy. I mean I'm the one that is suppose to 'teman' her to park car right? If it is me, I would take the car and park it for her so that she won't have to walk under the sun.

Kind of down for a while after that lunch but everything seems to be disappear when she suddenly brought in a box of cake and put in on my table. My heart felt so sweet. But because of these too sweetness that made me lost my control over my feelings, to be exact, jealousy. Not sure why I'm acting like that today.

I overheard over the phone that not only I got the cake but she bought it for her "kai yeh" also. Felt jealous and sms her to tell her that. I guess I made the wrong move. She seems angry after that. I've light up again the fire that was supposedly slowing down.

Tambai me!

"Fine!, Next time I will not buy!"

That's what she replied me. Straight away I know I'm in deep deep shit! (again)
She never reply me after that.

Clock tick and 5 o clock was there. She would usually leave the office around that time.

But today she was late, around 5.30 .. I thought she would be back by that time so I didn't purpose stand beside the cub to see her. I was walking around to take some papers that I've printed. Surprisingly When I was on the way back to my cub, she was there scanning out.

At least I get to see her today. Another least expected.

- Accidentally met her on the way to Morning breakfast
- Accidentally met her on the time where she would already be driving back at usual day after work.

I really miss you soh poh!

Tonight was no luck. I called her 5 times but she did not pick up at all. She was really angry. But I missed her. I want to hear her voice so much. I couldn't sleep.

The only sms that I got tonight was

"Not feel like talking to you today"

My heart was poke and it's going to leave a hole tonight.
I know I shouldn't react like that today.
Maybe one of the reason is I miss you too much that made me go crazy.

But still, I deserved the punishment tonight.

End of Punishment day 2.