It's the third day of the 1 week holidays. I'm used to the weekends but not the whole week. It started on Monday night. I had a dream on that night. I dream of her. I dream that was the last day that she's going to be with me. I still remember she hugged me and whisper to me "goodbye soh lou"
It felt so real to me. I remember my heart was crying out loud that morning before I'm awake. Usually when I dream of her, I would not want to wake up so fast. I would want to continue to dream of her. But this time was different, this dream was so pain.
Tuesday - The day where I woke up with the most painful and scary dream of my life. I missed her so much that morning. Yesterday was only the second day of the week, what am I going to do for the rest of the days? I figured, I will filled myself up with a lot of work to do. In this way, I won't have time to think of her, so I decided to paint my house. It should buy me enough time to complete the week. I went off the day by purchasing all the paints and tools. It occupied the rest of the day.
Wednesday morning - I think I dream about her again last night. But I forget what it is already. The feeling of missing her adds day by day. Well, I started to paint my house today. 1st room. It took me from 10am until 5pm busy painting the room. Finally completed one room. I still think of her but by doing the painting, it help to distract me from her that 7 hours. Well, I still have 2 rooms, 1 Living room, 1 Kicthen, 1 bathroom and 1 balcony to paint. I guess it should be enough for me to last until sunday?
The whole painting cost me about 700 bucks.
It cost me 700 bucks to distract me from missing her for 5 days. Each day 7 hours.
I wonder what it will cost me to distract me from missing her lifetime?
Day 3 ended.
It felt so real to me. I remember my heart was crying out loud that morning before I'm awake. Usually when I dream of her, I would not want to wake up so fast. I would want to continue to dream of her. But this time was different, this dream was so pain.
Tuesday - The day where I woke up with the most painful and scary dream of my life. I missed her so much that morning. Yesterday was only the second day of the week, what am I going to do for the rest of the days? I figured, I will filled myself up with a lot of work to do. In this way, I won't have time to think of her, so I decided to paint my house. It should buy me enough time to complete the week. I went off the day by purchasing all the paints and tools. It occupied the rest of the day.
Wednesday morning - I think I dream about her again last night. But I forget what it is already. The feeling of missing her adds day by day. Well, I started to paint my house today. 1st room. It took me from 10am until 5pm busy painting the room. Finally completed one room. I still think of her but by doing the painting, it help to distract me from her that 7 hours. Well, I still have 2 rooms, 1 Living room, 1 Kicthen, 1 bathroom and 1 balcony to paint. I guess it should be enough for me to last until sunday?
The whole painting cost me about 700 bucks.
It cost me 700 bucks to distract me from missing her for 5 days. Each day 7 hours.
I wonder what it will cost me to distract me from missing her lifetime?
Day 3 ended.
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