I felt miserable. I felt so lonely without her.
It just felt so different with her this week. I do not know why. Did I do something wrong? I felt that she treat me a little bit differently.
I'm scared. I'm really scared.
I know that someday will come. Day by day it's getting sooner and sooner.
I prayed to God telling Him to give me one more day and one more day.
She's been treating me very coldly. Is she fed up with me? Is my love towards her has turn into something bad? Am I giving her pressure everyday instead of happiness?
What have I done?
Why did it turn out this way?
When I wake up today, I felt so empty in my life. She doesn't sms me in the morning like she used to be. My heart hurts.
Is she giving up on me already? Everything seems very different now.
I will go away! I promise! I know I can't be the one standing beside you for the rest of your life protecting you. But I beg you, let me be that guy for this last few moments that I have while I can. I promise I will go away from your life forever after that.
I been thinking a lot these few weeks. I've looked into myself. From day 1 when I have very high hopes that I will succeed in getting you to my side until today where I'm just sitting here in my room alone praying to God to give me just another day with you everyday. I see that I've failed miserably. I've lost my confidence, I've lost my direction. I've lost my hopes.
From day 1 that I felt I'm actually bringing you happiness compared to him until today that I felt that I'm actually disturbing your life as a third person. I don't want to be that third person. I don't want!
I just want to be the guy who you loved everyday.
You just called me before you go to sleep. I don't know why but my tears just flow down my cheek when I heard your voice. Maybe because I'm happy that I could still hear your voice today. Because you still cared about me. Because I'm still in your heart.
I just still can't stop my tears now.
All I want to say is I love you and I always do. No matter what happen in the future. Even until the day when we don't talk or see each other anymore.
I will still love you till the end of time.
It just felt so different with her this week. I do not know why. Did I do something wrong? I felt that she treat me a little bit differently.
I'm scared. I'm really scared.
I know that someday will come. Day by day it's getting sooner and sooner.
I prayed to God telling Him to give me one more day and one more day.
She's been treating me very coldly. Is she fed up with me? Is my love towards her has turn into something bad? Am I giving her pressure everyday instead of happiness?
What have I done?
Why did it turn out this way?
When I wake up today, I felt so empty in my life. She doesn't sms me in the morning like she used to be. My heart hurts.
Is she giving up on me already? Everything seems very different now.
I will go away! I promise! I know I can't be the one standing beside you for the rest of your life protecting you. But I beg you, let me be that guy for this last few moments that I have while I can. I promise I will go away from your life forever after that.
I been thinking a lot these few weeks. I've looked into myself. From day 1 when I have very high hopes that I will succeed in getting you to my side until today where I'm just sitting here in my room alone praying to God to give me just another day with you everyday. I see that I've failed miserably. I've lost my confidence, I've lost my direction. I've lost my hopes.
From day 1 that I felt I'm actually bringing you happiness compared to him until today that I felt that I'm actually disturbing your life as a third person. I don't want to be that third person. I don't want!
I just want to be the guy who you loved everyday.
You just called me before you go to sleep. I don't know why but my tears just flow down my cheek when I heard your voice. Maybe because I'm happy that I could still hear your voice today. Because you still cared about me. Because I'm still in your heart.
I just still can't stop my tears now.
All I want to say is I love you and I always do. No matter what happen in the future. Even until the day when we don't talk or see each other anymore.
I will still love you till the end of time.
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