Sunday, March 2, 2008

Cloudy Future

What's my future going to be without her?
What's her future going to be without me?

Will I be happy? Will she be happy?

I could not even dare to imagine the future when I'm already lost without her for 2 days.
I've been asking myself with questions that I could not answer..

How am I going to live on?
What will I become when I've lost my love one day?
What does true love really means?
Does love her means I have to give up on her?
Does true love means we don't have to be together to love each other?

I've always seen this situation in tv where both lovers that love each other so much but still could not be together. I do not understand why it has to be like that. I do not understand why they have to separate when both love each other so much. But I understand now.

If you really love someone, you'll do anything just for her. You'll even accept and sacrifice everything at all cost just to make her happy. You'll even smile when she scold you. Believe me when I said that.

I love her so much that I'll do anything just for her. Even if I had to separate from her if that's what she felt is the right choice for all of us.

It's not easy to get someone's feelings touched.

She once told me that when you're in love with someone, no matter what the person said or do, the other person will just simply get touched easily, tears will just flow right from our heart. And we both experienced this everyday.

If anybody would ask me this;

"Is she the one that you're willing to spend the rest of your life with?"

I would answer you "YES" without any hesitation.
She's the girl of my life and I wish to share everything in my life with her.

From sadness to happiness.
From young to old.
From day to night.
From warm to cold.
From full tooth to toothless.
From thin to fat.
From fat back to thin.
From healthy to sick.
From hair to hairless.

I would dare to say in-front of my friends when I'm old that I had my life to the fullest if she's part of this.

Today I came across a sentence that says ..

"The worst way to miss someone is to sit beside her and knowing that you'll never have her forever"

I just sat down and broke into tears..

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