We had a plan.
We decided to meet up and go together to visit our colleagues to take ang pow. This is a great opportunity for me to see her, until this morning when I woke up.
I thought she'll come and pick me up at 9.30am as we planned. But I was shocked when she sent me an sms saying she's not going anymore. I was so disappointed. I don't felt like going anymore. This trip has no purpose without her.
I tried calling her but she did not pick up at all. She even rejected my calls. I knew I screwed up pretty bad yesterday night for lying to her.
It was so painful when I got her sms saying:
"Please don't call anymore, you know I won't answer. I will turn off my phone if you call again. I meant it!"
I did not called her after that fearing that she'll off her phone and can't reach my sms.
I know if I kept bugging her and call her I'll just make her more angry.
It was 10am now. I'm still on my bed. Regretting over what I've done to her. My colleague call me and told me that she was already at crystal point waiting for me to fetch her to another colleague's house. I told her I might not make it as I really do not have mood to go out at all. But end up was forced to go out as well because she really does not know how to go at all.
Eyes were swollen and face were tired because lack of sleep last night.
Came back around noon and just sat in-front of my computer without doing anything. Pick up my phone trying to send her sms. Everytime I finished compose an sms I dare not send it.
Wanted to say 'Sorry' to her but whenever want to send it, I realized it is too late to say that now. I know it won't make any different by saying it now but I really hope that she'll know that I'm really regret that I lied to her. I seriously do.
No sms from her at all. Tried calling her at our usual time but she rejected my call again.
I miss you so much today.
We decided to meet up and go together to visit our colleagues to take ang pow. This is a great opportunity for me to see her, until this morning when I woke up.
I thought she'll come and pick me up at 9.30am as we planned. But I was shocked when she sent me an sms saying she's not going anymore. I was so disappointed. I don't felt like going anymore. This trip has no purpose without her.
I tried calling her but she did not pick up at all. She even rejected my calls. I knew I screwed up pretty bad yesterday night for lying to her.
It was so painful when I got her sms saying:
"Please don't call anymore, you know I won't answer. I will turn off my phone if you call again. I meant it!"
I did not called her after that fearing that she'll off her phone and can't reach my sms.
I know if I kept bugging her and call her I'll just make her more angry.
It was 10am now. I'm still on my bed. Regretting over what I've done to her. My colleague call me and told me that she was already at crystal point waiting for me to fetch her to another colleague's house. I told her I might not make it as I really do not have mood to go out at all. But end up was forced to go out as well because she really does not know how to go at all.
Eyes were swollen and face were tired because lack of sleep last night.
Came back around noon and just sat in-front of my computer without doing anything. Pick up my phone trying to send her sms. Everytime I finished compose an sms I dare not send it.
Wanted to say 'Sorry' to her but whenever want to send it, I realized it is too late to say that now. I know it won't make any different by saying it now but I really hope that she'll know that I'm really regret that I lied to her. I seriously do.
No sms from her at all. Tried calling her at our usual time but she rejected my call again.
I miss you so much today.
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