Even though the beginning of today is a bit rough and tough but it's worth it at the end of the day. She talked to me at last. 3 words to describe my feelings right now:
"I'm Glad.."
"I'm Happy.."
"I'm Relieved.."
There's nothing more that I wished for today but only if she could at least listen and answer my phone calls. And it did happened tonight. All back on track after that. Thank God!
Back to this morning, I got a terrible headache result from not getting enough sleep for the past 2 days worrying about me and her. Took half day leave as I couldn't go to work with this condition. First thought of the day was her. Quickly I sms her telling her that I will not be coming to work. Holding my cellphone on my hand hoping she could at least reply me.... but it didn't happen. Well I deserved it.
Woke up around 10 something and decided to invite her for lunch but got rejected with an sms saying:
"No, I got appointment! .."
As usual, a pinch on my fragile heart.
Got up on my feet and went to work. Didn't have anything down my stomach since morning and not planning to put anything inside it after that as well. Don't really have the appetite unless she forgive me or she asked me to.
Another pinch on my heart when I saw her email saying that she was actually planning to go to the bank instead of having any appointment. She actually don't want to see me. Yeah another same sentence to me ..
"I deserved it..!"
Riding through the rocky day and I missed her so much. It's already almost 48 hours of not seeing her. Took a courage move and told her to meet me after work. 1 hour is more than enough for me. But no reply. Check on her cubicle and found out that she already left for home.
Another pinch on my "almost break heart"
Hours later got her sms and we talked through a few things. I let her know a few things and finally something which I've been waiting for appeared, she said:
"I will answer your call tonight. Go rest and remember to take dinner later. Can you do it for me?"
What do you think my answer would be?
Of course I will!
I will do anything just for you ..
I will climb over the rocky mountains just to get your comfortable hugs ..
I will swim through the sea just to get a glimpse of your smile ..
I will sacrifice everything just to taste your sweet love ..
That sms made my day seems a little brighter.
We chat through the night at our usual time and things get better. I'm glad. I'm really really glad. I won't repeat this mistake again at all in the future. And I meant it.
It is so painful for both of us.
Well the result tonight is not that bad, at least
I'm 95% forgiven ...
"I'm Glad.."
"I'm Happy.."
"I'm Relieved.."
There's nothing more that I wished for today but only if she could at least listen and answer my phone calls. And it did happened tonight. All back on track after that. Thank God!
Back to this morning, I got a terrible headache result from not getting enough sleep for the past 2 days worrying about me and her. Took half day leave as I couldn't go to work with this condition. First thought of the day was her. Quickly I sms her telling her that I will not be coming to work. Holding my cellphone on my hand hoping she could at least reply me.... but it didn't happen. Well I deserved it.
Woke up around 10 something and decided to invite her for lunch but got rejected with an sms saying:
"No, I got appointment! .."
As usual, a pinch on my fragile heart.
Got up on my feet and went to work. Didn't have anything down my stomach since morning and not planning to put anything inside it after that as well. Don't really have the appetite unless she forgive me or she asked me to.
Another pinch on my heart when I saw her email saying that she was actually planning to go to the bank instead of having any appointment. She actually don't want to see me. Yeah another same sentence to me ..
"I deserved it..!"
Riding through the rocky day and I missed her so much. It's already almost 48 hours of not seeing her. Took a courage move and told her to meet me after work. 1 hour is more than enough for me. But no reply. Check on her cubicle and found out that she already left for home.
Another pinch on my "almost break heart"
Hours later got her sms and we talked through a few things. I let her know a few things and finally something which I've been waiting for appeared, she said:
"I will answer your call tonight. Go rest and remember to take dinner later. Can you do it for me?"
What do you think my answer would be?
Of course I will!
I will do anything just for you ..
I will climb over the rocky mountains just to get your comfortable hugs ..
I will swim through the sea just to get a glimpse of your smile ..
I will sacrifice everything just to taste your sweet love ..
That sms made my day seems a little brighter.
We chat through the night at our usual time and things get better. I'm glad. I'm really really glad. I won't repeat this mistake again at all in the future. And I meant it.
It is so painful for both of us.
Well the result tonight is not that bad, at least
I'm 95% forgiven ...
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