Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Irreplaceable

I almost lost my handphone.

It was 9.10PM. I was still in the office working overtime. Both of my cubmates were still there. About a minute later both of them went to the washroom. My vision was blurred and decided to take a trip to the washroom too.

Took a round and walked back to my cub. While I was walking, my hands were searching through my jean's pocket. Out of shock, I realized that my handphone was no where inside my pocket. My heart beat start to add up. Quickly I ran back to my place thinking that it was on my table.

Unfortunately, it was not there.

The weird thing is the first thing that came to my mind was not about my handphone. But instead I was worrying about all the smses that she sent me. If I lost my handphone I will lost all her sms as well. Her smses meant everything to me. I got very scared and kept asking my cub mates if they saw it before they left our cub.

They insist that they didn't see it.
All of us start searching every cub around our office. I tried calling my phone just to hear if my phone was around the corner. Surprisingly I heard my ring tone but very soft. But I'm damn sure it's around here somewhere.

We searched around and still couldn't find it.
I suspect that a malay guy who walked pass me just now might have took it. Anyhow my ring tone was heard somewhere around him but I'm still not very sure.

I got so "kan chiong" that I'll loose all her sms and pictures she sent me and somehow decided to confront that guy demanding my handphone back. I was at the "out of control" stage now until one of my cub mate suddenly stops me.

She says,

"wait.. I just found your handphone.."

You won't believed how I felt the moment I heard that.

Slowly she took out my handphone from her pocket. At that moment I think again and I knew that I've gotten into a prank by both of my cubmates. They were the ones who hide my handphone.

I was so glad that I got my phone, her smses back. Thank God that it was actually just a prank or it could be worst. That was everything that I got 100% of her. Only through that I can feel that she's all mine. I can't afford to loose that at all. It was damn too important to me.

I sat back and some thoughts pop up my head.

I thought that I already knew enough of her position in my heart. I thought that without any doubt I can answer that she's #1 in my heart. However this incident just make it a little bit clearer. She does not have any position in my heart. But only to realized that she is actually my heart.

A position can be replaced, but a heart cannot.






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